Being bitter is all part of the process. I will somedays feel so happy and content with my new life and then on other days call my mother crying that I gave everything up for my ex husbands dream of being a surgeon and that I have nothing to show for myself. That he’s moved on and I’m still trying to get my footing. Its normal. Keep writing about it because reading this made me feel so much better about my own journey. It gets tiring hearing people tell me to let it go and move on. As if you can erase an entire chunk of your life from your memory. Thank you for being so honest and vulnerable :)